
I cannot believe that I just typed that title But after 10 years I am no longer trying to conceive I am not pregnant I sleep in my bed alone And though I am still breastfeeding Weaning of our two … Continue reading
I cannot believe that I just typed that title But after 10 years I am no longer trying to conceive I am not pregnant I sleep in my bed alone And though I am still breastfeeding Weaning of our two … Continue reading
Today was a rather momentous day Today I gave the first spoonful of puree To my last baby The weaning process has begun With us all tasting some mashed white carrot This is my last chance at getting weaning right … Continue reading
Every year we travel from our home in Kent To Tilda’s river At Coombe MIll Farm In Cornwall We love Cornwall It is a place that holds a very special place in our hearts I think I would live there … Continue reading
Edie Mae is my fifth baby My fifth breastfed baby And I know now That for me Getting back to being me Will not really happen until baby is weaned On the 8th November Edie will be 6 months old … Continue reading
In February it will 5 years since our daughter Matilda Mae Died of SIDS Since that night Safer sleep Has been a top priority For our family Especially with our rainbow babies I have to say that I buy our … Continue reading
We are approaching two weeks of life with Edie Mae Two weeks of family time has flown by I would give anything for two weeks more Before David returns to work I do not feel physically, mentally or emotionally ready … Continue reading
I am feeling very pregnant at the moment Which is of course understandable as I am counting down now To term at 37 weeks on Tuesday It has been a tough few weeks here Investigated by social services No preschool … Continue reading
I am a little early with this update But wanted to write while today is fresh in my mind So, tomorrow I will be 36 weeks pregnant By the date of my last period This date was also confirmed by … Continue reading
Today we have been visited by social services Someone anonymously called NSPCC Expressing concern for the emotional wellbeing of our children Saying that they think the children are isolated We have no idea who the anonymous caller is Though we … Continue reading
Not surprisingly Since discovering my 9 month old daughter Dead in her cot My view on life has changed somewhat It is officially diagnosed as Post Traumatic Stress Disorder With severe anxiety In reality this means I am scared of … Continue reading