Mothering Sunday 2014

Yesterday was a lovely gentle day

Mostly spent in the garden which was wonderful

Before that though

We used the doppler to let Esther and William here Rainbow Baby’s heart

They loved it and so did I

Was very special

But bittersweet

Without Matilda Mae

Esther, William and Daddy chose me some very thoughtful presents

A star stamp with the initial M

So I can stamp Tilda’s sign into all the cards and letters that we write

A beautiful Willow Tree Cherish figurine

A statue of a mummy cuddling her bump

It says ‘Waiting for a miracle’

They bought a lovely bird feeder for Baby Tilda’s garden

And some of my favourite maternity pyjamas from The Essential One

21 weeks

Esther was very proud that she had written an E for Esther

And an M for Mummy in the card

I also got a card from Baby Tilda stamped with starry Ms

Esther and William were such a delight to be around

They always are to be fair

But there was something magical about yesterday

terrific twosome

Once we were all dressed we went out into the garden to play

David took some lovely pictures of my rainbow bump

As a momento of the day

bump 21 weeks

We played and rested and ate snack

And then we went on a rainbow star hunt

Which was lots of fun

As predicted my smiles were edged with tears

As the little girl missing tugged on my heart

She would have loved the day!

Chasing round after Esther and William

Never quite keeping up

Baby Tilda would have loved today

She would have loved the teddy bear tea

teddy tea

Esther and William thought it was just wonderful

The teddies filled the room

It made it feel a little less empty somehow

I enjoyed making the lunch

It gave me some time out from the happiness

To reflect and feel sad

afternoon tea

We all enjoyed the jam and cream scones

Very much indeed!

scones

After lunch and some more play

We blew our bubble kisses to the sky

bubbles1

The giant bubbles did not work very well

As there was no wind

But we had great fun trying

And Daddy made us special bubble wands

To send bubbles to the sky

bubble wands

It was very special family time

After which I went for some quiet time

I snuggled up with my bump

And dreamed of Matilda Mae

Our beautiful daughter

Our little girl missing

Our baby Matilda Mae

Today was a gentle Mothers’ Day

I am glad that it happened the way that it did

A quiet day in the garden

mothers day bump

11 thoughts on “Mothering Sunday 2014

  1. Lovely, lovely day! & a lovely post. We thought of you all yesterday.

    My little boy Hugh, is reading this with me & saw the picture of Esther eating her scone & said ‘mummy, that little lady is eating a biscuit! She is nice mummy!’
    He is just 3. Think he is a bit of a fan….

  2. Such a lovely day of happiness and sadness. It ever ceases to amaze me just how talented David is making things – those star bubble wands are absolutely perfect. Sending you love xx p.s. I can’t believe how much your rainbow bump has grown these past 4 weeks since I last saw you xx

  3. I’m so glad you had a quiet gentle day Jennie.
    What lovely thoughtful presents from David, Esther & William. I love the starry stamp. It’s perfect.
    I wish Tilda had been there in the garden with you, chasing around with her siblings. I’m sure she was watching over you and smiling and catching those bubble kisses xx

  4. It sounds like it was the perfect gentle Mother’s Day for you and I’m so glad. You are looking wonderful with your bump and how lovely that you got to have some special time to snuggle with your rainbow baby and think about MM. I lit a candle for her and for you when we went to church on Sunday morning, on Mother’s Day – you are always in my thoughts and prayers xx

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