A rainbow comes after the rain
It is the calm after the storm
A glimmer of hope on the horizon
A sign from the skies
I am searching for a rainbow.
The search has officially begun
For our rainbow after the rain
Our calm after the storm
Our glimmer of hope on the horizon
Our sign from Baby Tilda in the sky.
I know that if our rainbow baby comes
Baby Tilda will have helped to bring them here
And we will tell them every day
About their beautiful angel sister in the sky
Who lives above the clouds
Beyond the rainbow
Above the stars.
Good luck x
Xxx
You know that little song I sent you on Twitter the other week? The one about making your wish come true? Well, I know I can’t bring Tilda back for you but I’ll be wishing everyday for a rainbow for you xx
For me, you shouldn’t feel guilty ever about this for one simple reason. Would you feel guilty for wanting a fourth child if Tilda was still here? And for you (and for us who remember her every day) Tilda IS still here, in your thoughts, in ours, in all the fundraising and everything you do in her memory and in the sky, the wind, the stars and the sunshine and the rain!! Tilda IS still here, and this rainbow baby we all pray for will still be your fourth baby, not another third. It will be loved for itself, for it’s differences AND similarities to all three of its siblings. And for this reason you should feel no more guilty than if Tilda were here. I’m wishing and praying for your rainbow to appear. 🙂
I truly hope you have another baby Jennie. Of course he/she would never replace Tilda, but it would be such a happy focus after so so much heartache xx