Today was a difficult day for me.
My heart was breaking from the moment I woke up.
A family day with the youngest member of our family missing.
Not there.
And yet.
Everywhere I looked today I saw Matilda Mae.
I could see where she would have been.
Where she should be.
And what she would have been up to.
She would have loved a sensory Easter nest, she would have loved a special Easter themed packed lunch.
And she would have adored watching Daddy making giant bubbles with Dr Zig’s Bubbles.
Today we had a Family Gathering for Easter.
Alongside our Easter Egg Hunt we also made bubbles for Baby Tilda. We were testing out Dr Zig’s Extraordinary Bubbles that we have been sent to use for Matilda’s walk.
Dr Zig’s bubbles are amazing. So easy to make enormous bubbles that bounce around the garden before floating off in the sky. Everyone had a go today, young and old. We all smiled.
Even me.
It was a wonderful way to include Matilda in our day.
I am going to be writing a full review of the Dr Zig’s Bubble Kit that we were sent very soon but for now I think you can see that these giant bubbles really made our day.
And the icing on the cake?
As we were sending the bubbles to Baby Tilda in the sky there was an isolated snow shower and I am sure that she was letting us know that she was there.
For 8 weeks I have been searching for a sign that Baby Tilda is okay and that she can see what we are doing and today I am sure I’ve had two!
Or perhaps I am just missing my baby girl too much.
Love you Baby Tilda x
I hope you are catching our kisses x
Giant bubble kisses just for you x
Ah the giant bubbles are great aren’t they? Hugs to you all
xxx
I write less and less on these comments, even though I think of you more and more… for some weird reason I feel like I’ll be seeing you soon-ish and I keep thinking “no, I’ll save it, I can express this so much better over a cup of tea”! I don’t know if that’s true or not but I can’t wait to meet you and hug you in person and even though my comments are fewer and shorter, you’re not further from my thoughts. I send you so many hugs through the ether… floating down to Kent like Tilda’s bubbles on the wind! Much love xxxxxxx
Those bubbles are fab, glad you have had lots of family surrounding you today-just such a shame Tilda couldn’t be there with you all too. x
Lovely. I’m sure she is with you all, but especially you. And those bubbles… giant isn’t the word!!
This post gave me goosebumps… and knots in my tummy. I really believe it was Tilda letting you know she was watching down and that she will be shining bright…
Still sending you a million hugs, you are in my thoughts everyday. I know that cannot help bring her back, which is what you will want more than anything in this world, but I still wanted you to know that. xxx
I’m glad the bubbles gave you something to smile about. Lots of love and huge hugs, and well done for getting through another difficult day xx
There are some words I would love to post to you, but I hesitate because I don’t know if you’re a Christian. But I have faith that Tilda is safe, happy and loved.
I am!! Please send them jennie@edspire.co.uk x
It sounds like baby Tilda was sending kisses to her family on soft pure snowflakes xx
Bubbles and love. Thinking of you all. H x
Beautiful bubbles and lovely little pecks on the cheek back to you with each snow flakes… it was full sunshine our way, so I’m sure those kisses from the sky were meant for you. And it wasn’t even rain, tears, but miniature creations of intricate detail in each flake, just like the art projects you do with your children.
Love and hugs.
Jennie beautiful post and i think that the snowflakes were kisses from baby Tilda to say how much she loves you too and those bubbles wow they are big xxx
I think the snow shower was definitely a sign from baby Tilda to her darling family xxx