I am supposed to be writing my post for the day about prematurity but I have been completely distracted by this.
It just made me sob my heart out.
I am blessed with three beautiful children that I love equally but there is something magical about a mother and her boy.
William, my boy, is very poor at the moment. He has had a stomach bug, followed by a horrible cough and cold and now conjunctivitis. He is really out of sorts.
I love him so much. His gorgeous smile, his glorious giggle, his cheekiness, his love of the outdoors, his affection for his sisters, how wonderful sticky, sicky, snotty cuddles. His honesty. His curiosity. His clumsiness.
He really is adorably cute.
He can also be quite naughty but not in a nasty way. He likes to test his boundaries, see how far he can go.
I wrote a post yesterday about wanting to be a better mother for all my children.
I know there are some changes that I need to make.
And reading the 25 rules just made me really realise. It is not about having a good day today, planning great activities for tomorrow.
It is about making the most of every minute, planned or unplanned, because you cannot ever get them back.
And he, they, are going to remember.
These are my children, this is my boy.
One day they will be grown and I will not get this time back.
They will not remember the specific things but they will remember being loved, being happy and having a mummy who was there. Really there.
I love my children so much and I want to be there for them in all they do.
I need to remember this
because believing in me will help me do all that I need to do to make this so
Crying a little tiny bit now because I love my little boy so much that sometimes I wonder how I manage to function. I already dread the day he leaves home and I am replaced as the main woman in his life by some lovely girl. I NEVER thought I would worry about it the way I do, but there it is. somehow I know my daughter, whom I love just as much, will never break my heart in quite the same way. Parenthood eh. What a minefield.
I really Love this and have to admit it made me fill up!. Soon to be a mum of 3 boys I have to admit I worry that they won’t need/want me when they are older. That I will be replaced, that I will only get a phone call once a month. But you know what I have the most loving boys in the world, who even now are starting to grow up but still need me 🙂
Jennie I remember pinning thie 15 rules and you telling me it hadade you cry. This is beaitiful
Xxxxx